I hear them there every day.
Why will they not go away???
They tell me that I'll be betrayed.
Will it really be that way???

They fill my brain with thoughts and doubts.
Will I ever make it out of the hell that I am in???
I don't think I'll ever win.

I'm sure they've taken over me.
The voices make me want to flee.
They make me want to cry inside, but I know that I can't hide.
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression, they says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad.

I'm sorry for the people I've hurt,
With this death I have presented,
But seeing what this could've been, There's nothing that could've been prevented.



"I'm truly sorry please forgive me,
in time I know that you will,
I'll become a memory,
to you and me.
I'll wait in heaven for you,
so stay strong and stay safe,
in the end you only have yourself
in this cold, cold world".

MY PAIN WAS TO MUCH
😭😭😭

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