I can't describe how I feel inside right now
I feel like I've just had the wind knocked out of my body. it keeps getting harder an harder for me to breath because in between each breath I take I can't help but be upset 😭. it's you this time I swear it is how can you keep holding the past against me? how can you keep hurting me why do you wanna see me cry is it not enough that Everytime now when I close my eyes I see you an her side by side it's as if I don't even exist. you never gave me a real moment of forgiveness you pretended to forgive me for all the fucked up shit I did. I'm not perfect but lately for you I've been PERFECT our friends around us yes they know they can vouch for me I have not messed with a soul. I thought you forgav me but you didn't answer now I get pushed to the side for a bitch whose obsession with you is as big as her titties. but I thought you chose me so how could...