Again the same feeling of missing something
I know I am starting to feel my emotions
but I don't wanna
it hurts ..

It hurts to realise we are too close yet too far
Too close to be as lovers and too far away to be friends
the distance , not the physical, but the emotional distance
Hurts to the core

this intermediate stage kills and crushes my soul
I am far from mending it
You are the person I run to
but now that you are the reason,
to whom will run to cure my pain?

I can neither talk to you nor ignore you
I can neither think of you nor try to divert
What is that magic spell you had casted on me ?

You know what
but this pain gives me the high
more than any drug or alcohol
The high to love
The high to live
The high enough to die.
© epadiku_aval