Something is wrong with me.
I hate everything while the World loves me.
I'm searching the bad in everyone and everything,
Like how the sea searches for sand castles to ruin in.

I wanna ruin everything with my body, but not with my heart.
My heart and body try to work in their own way and it's so hard to choose the best so I lay.

I overthink everything, how people look at me and talk with me,
Even the way if they make eyecontact with me or not.
If their behaviour is different,
I'm a whole different person too.

I'm so tired of it, 'cause I know deep in my heart,
It's not me,
it's just a part of You.