The relationship we had was an experiment
The love we shared wasn't there
Like a hallucination, an illusion
Shown to trick its victim
That victim was me, my heart
I truly had feelings for you, felt strong emotions I hadn't felt in so long
You felt the same, our feelings were mutual
At least I thought, I believed
In the end, I'm heartbroken
I'm miserable, I'm unhappy
Have you ever been repeatedly heartbroken
Given hope that this time is different
We're gonna make it to forever
It's not gonna be like the past
But, it does
It happens again... And again... And again
Just an endless cycle of false hope
Broken wishes, trampled expectations, bruised faith
Opening your heart just to have it beaten
Blown to bits, crushed into tiny pieces
For what?
To try and feel love
To want someone to love
To want to be loved
Why?
It's the same outcome
The same destination
Heartbreak
Torment over if it was my fault
Anguish that I fell for such lies
The same stories told with different stars
You didn't even give us a true chance
No one is perfect, not you, not me
We didn't even last till our second anniversary
You didn't let us last, let us have a future
I thought we had a love to cherish
A fondness for each other
Mutual affection to last to forever
To a future of love and support
I was wrong
It wasn't mutual affection
It wasn't fondness
There was no warmth
No support
Because if it was you would still be here
You wouldn't have given up
You would have fought
It was just an experience
A lesson to be learned
Because even though I loved you
For you what we had
Wasn't love
© orchi1987