I wish you were here, grandma and grandpa..
but I know, you can never be...
and I can't say, I miss you because I don't...

I never saw you, never felt your love, never ate your cookies or never rode on your back...

so I don't miss you...and never can. but my mother needed you soo much...she never cries in front of us, she never allow her tears to flow...

but she is sad, she is broken....and I know that...so I don't miss you...not like it was your choice to leave her...

but you made her a robot...you took soo much work from her since childhood, you, in a way, took away her happiness and childhood...you brainwashed her about god's norms...

I never heard from my mom, talking anything which is said good by god...god Is always against the girls, in your stories which you told my mom...

and now, you are there with god himself now, I want to ask you..how do you feel in his arms?? ...I can't say I miss you...but I still needed a part of you...

I wish life wasn't this tough...

I know, this message won't reach to you in any way...but atleast, my heart would be satisfied..not enough to forget my mom's constant complaints, but enough to feel better...

iam not angry at you..my grandma and grandpa...but I can never give you any place in my heart...iam sorry.

but when I hear my friends and neighbours say about grandparents, don't wanna, but I feel numb and empty...like I don't have something to survive like air and water...

anyways, grandma and grandpa...I can't say I love you..I don't miss you...I don't think exactly of you...but my mom always needed you and loved you...

my respect to you...you still had made some sacrifices of your life so thank you...thank you for that..

and now, I can only wish...I wish...you were here..


© sabera unissa