I stick around an just watch the people I put all my effort leave me, biggest mistake I made was putting my desire into people who had intentions to deceive me, ask me why I hurt so much I watch you eat my hands was bloody while theirs was greasy, can't nobody tell me shit old it don't matter,  put a smile on my face all I heard was laughter ,nobody wanted to chat with me but I heard my despair in they chatter. I slept behind dumpsters for shelter, this shit in my soul I feel like aliyah 4 page letter , it was cold my determination was like my sweater,  bus stops ain't make the situation better. Its all in the past but that shit still make me cry,I was sleeping on the ground wishing I was awake up in the sky, when you walked in school you were glorified , when I walked in I was terrifized, and horrified