I can't expect you to wait for me forever
I know you're coping well
You're good at moving forward
You really do excel

It's like it doesn't bother you
But I guess that's what I requested
But it hurts to see that you remain
Nonchalant and unaffected
This is what I was afraid of
A love you once claimed, strong
Was so easy for you to forget
Easy for you to move on

I tell myself
This is for the best
But it really does hurt
Because every morning when I wake
You're what's on my mind first
I can't look at a chess board
Without getting deja Vu
And remembering all the times I promised
That I would soon beat you..

I guess that day won't come
Because when I finally return
You won't care for me like you do now
I'll no longer hold your concern
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