to make sure I am loved,
he wants to watch someone else do it

supervise,
directing another man to my attention


my love will attend to me also

with praise:
“good girl”
“you are so pretty for him”

but he’ll say it for //me//

because I love it

really,
he is obedient to my needs
here in this bed
with this man

he will not attend to //me// with direction or instruction


I am in charge
I am kept safe here


I’ll want to perform for my love
but he will make sure I don’t need to

even that I can’t

I won’t be focused enough

I will work like I do:
for myself

though I won’t have to


I’ll be taken care of


for him,
it’s all for me

and for me,
it’s all for him

my pleasure is our gift to each other


the lover will finish me,

but I’ll look to my love first
and tell him //I// made the mess



WHY CAN’T I ITALICIZE ?!? 🫨🫨🫨?

also, I feel like the word “fuck” will be taken crudely on this app so i didn’t use it. it’s not. it is love, and lust, and total devotion. “fuck me” can mean everything to someone who is both in love with you and who loves you. idk thoughts?

pps: after-care is so important can’t stress that enough

ppps: I deleted this because I was thinking of kepoing as a draft to publish in a review but I decided against it so here it is again


© Leia Mae Watson