I tried so hard
it was just so difficult that I kept on falling
I kept on fighting
but each time I still lost

Every time I shut my eyes
the nightmares kept coming
The dreaded dreams made me scared
too scared the headaches came
till it became a routine

Terrified I became lost
then the darkness captured my soul
the fear feasted on my heart
tears became the host of my eyes
always ready to cement the pain

It was almost too late
the brokenness was almost beyond repair
the hatred almost...