There is so much I don't understand and I'll never will. All that I know is that, I'm so tired of hurting. Sometimes I think I should start cutting again, because I understand why I used to. I just need to learn to accept that I'm never going to satisfy him completely, because I don't have what he really wants. I can't ever satisfy anyone that I been with completely, because I wasn't what they even wanted. Just like I don't have...