I'm so fucking lost
My mind is playing games
But it's my mind, isn't it?

I have questions

This is all I know:
I feel so out of place

I can't find my path
Is there even a path?
One that's meant for me?
Is there a certain way I should go?

I don't know how I got here

I'm lost
I'm scared

And I

Feel like the end is near  .  .  .

But really now what does that matter
I don't belong
But I don't know what else to do
Fuck

What is a home?
A place?
Or
A feeling?

How did I get here?
Will I be ok?
What if I don't know?
Will I ever?

I'm just
Running
Running
Running
Running

Can't stop running
Thinking

Worrying

Crying

Projecting

Digging

Burying

Deeper

All the things that
Make me powerless
Hopeless
Questioning
Everything


© Ava Morris