I wish I could have told you everything,
How much I felt for you.
Before it was too late,
But now it is,
Maybe we will never see each other again.
As our life-paths
Do therefore part forever.
Or maybe we will,
As mere acquaintances.
Not the fire I failed to light up.
Not the fire of passion that swallowed me alive.
Will we ever get close enough again some day,
To allow me to want to confess to you yet again?
Every time I saw you
Even miles away.
That day would be special than the rest.
I would remember that day for weeks and for months
Hell, I think I will remember
Every single thing about you forever.
Ache, heart-ache,
God give me a bellyache
But never a heart-ache so prolonged.
A regret that will haunt me for life..
Another skeleton
Among the tens of skeletons in my closet.
Could I have been special to you
Even if I had tried?
I tried in the past,
Things blow up horribly
And leave you discouraged
Are you saying we could have been different?
Are you saying we could have lasted?
I made myself love everything you loved,
I've changed myself in the past too
I've bled out, I've bled out
For people to just walk away with a "sorry, can't help it".
Would you have been different?
Should I have tried to do things differently?
My right person, our wrong time,
A stranger, an acquaintance
Never to be mine.






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