They never saw me
Really saw me
They were all too busy
Trying to change me
Mold
And
Condition
Me
Into who
They
Thought I should be
Always
Chasing
Their
Love
And
Approval
Constantly
Being
Criticized
For not being
Perfect enough
With their fucking high standards
Who was I kidding
I was never
Measuring up
Don’t be stupid
Shanda
Use your head
What’s wrong with you
Where’s your brain
Over and over again
For making a simple mistake
They didn’t care
I was expected
To be the best of the best
To follow their course
Path
Be exactly
Like them
If I...