I saw her walk thru the door.
But she didn't see me, not like before.
What is her name? Oh nevermind that
By the time I go to say something she was gone in like 2 seconds flat
She looked like me
She even walked like me
Only............
Her eyes were not the same
And her walk appeared a bit lame........wait.....now I know who she was! The drug-addled Me looking for that next Buzz. It saddened me to see
that sick pathetic cloak of Addiction wrapped around me. I tried to reach out to say "STOP" but only whispered it instead. The Pain of Lies and Loss of Time has Made me Start all OVER again Though now Committing crime, maybe God has a Different purpose for Her I want to agree As I look Back at my Past its all a Blur. The only thing I see is Pain, Regret, Crying Out, And unconnected Lies to God by His daughter. How shameful I thought, a Perpetrator in her Own life. As I look around for Her before I go Going ever so Slow, out into the Snow.. I see her Walking to the Beat of Her Own drum..
As I go to catch up With the Sad Little me, I've Decided my Life is More than the Cost of Drugs I've put inside me.
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