Tired of reality, seems fine.
Don't know if it's depression or an illusion of mine.
Hypocrisy is what,
Now what life's defined.

Once I was a girl,
Who only lived for happiness,
Now searching for peace in the world of divine.

Am I weird? Or Am I right?
Excess of anything makes a person blind.

& What peace is for me,
My heart finds hard to define.
Is it a demise of mine,
Or living far away from humankind?

It's just nothing feel...