Yeah it's me, only'n'only me
gasping and fearing of failure,
sitting in the corner of dimly-lit desolate room,
Doin' nothing, literally nothing
just sitting here in this chamber,
and contemplating the unknown that lies ahead.

will I be able to stand on my feet, financially?
will I be able to pay bills on my own some day?
will I be able to shed the light of joy on my parents?
will I be able to pour sprinkles of holiness on someone?

heart whispers,
no you can't, just give it up
You lost all your time,
you lost all your money,
you lost everyone's faith,
you fuckin' lost all of your fame;
you lost dreams and chances,
you lost love and friendship,
just by ignoring your goals;
I say you lost everything.

Then suddenly, brain calls out
You have a chance , my boy;
you have rest of your life left,
you have your mamma daddy's faith;
fame is temporary,
if you can still achieve it by your name;
you can do it, just do it already.

yet, i sulk at my position
thinkin' of all my past actions,
thinkin' of my...