Ever since I was born,
never in my life
knew who I was
but, being a good girl
in front of everybody,
I grew up with a good
recognition.
Why you don't understand
how much I didn't remember
a lot of my whole life
before I ever met you?
even though I don't,
remember my past life
but, my mom told me,
that how much I behave
as an extrovert growing up.
Why you don't understand,
that I can't be your everything in life
just can't be exactly like Roi Fabito
leaving my family or my mom behind,
to pursue my fantasy love life with you.
If I ever do,
maybe one or two months later
I might experience feeling homesick
and being trapped.
Why you don't understand,
how much we would experience
exactly like Wassabi Production Famous Youtubers
went through when they lived together
in a haunted apartment in LA California.
Being separated on January 27, 2016
why you don't understand,
ever since I was born and was a teenager in high school not have had many friendships or relationships for 10 and 17 whole years,
I am not being clingy
hard for me not to be
why can’t you understand?

- Laura So

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