They said there was nothing that could break her
when all the while she was wondering
'what if anything ever happens to her?
would I break, then?
Is there any possibility in Death?
And why am I thinking like that?
Do I want her to get hurt?
No...no, of course not.

She is okay, for the time going
Nothing will happen to her
and I will never break'.

Then she would refuse the thought
Because the depth was so big
and it was giving her a clear direction on how to escape that dream
which was rewarding her only while she was asleep

She had a chance, but she refused it
She still have a chance
to breath
Real, fresh air,
that was coming from the life's tree
Without even the need,
nor the possibility that
Somebody must take her place,
in hell
so that would release her from pain.

'Its not a matter of pain!'
She would insist
'Its a matter of fear.
I want someone with me, to go through the gates of pain.
This is the only way.
Falling into a nightmare by escaping another?
This is funny, but

If anything ever happens to Her
Even God would see my real face!
Its not about her pain. Its about mine.
But I won't be afraid of Hell,
if anyone was about to take Her away.
Do you ask what I want?

I want to see the Monster that is secretly playing games
With my mind, and with my fate.
He is the only one who has disobeyed
The words of your God