Today was a Good and Bad day .
I Have little but not too much I want to say.
I walked away from someone I cared for deeply.
Mainly it was the lies in cheating.
Because according to him I was still zombified and sleeping.
So on the low behind my back, He chose to start creeping.
First it was his Baby's Mother,and he said that was it.
So my first response was running off with out a talk , cause I felt really ,really sick .
Of the thought .
That he caved so quick.
And all we built and time we took was dead and gone .
Why cause I misunderstood (Typical.
The way I felt was so deep I can't explain .
To realize my value I held became an opportunity in his game.
So 4 months went by with nothing but silence.
But during that time for me so many blessings had happened.
Then out of no where his email happened.
With an Apology attached too it wanting to talk .
Mentioning a change he feels should take place .
Saying we can get through this crazy situation.
And build again in a new space .
We met , we talked in the same exact day I found out he was with another woman, he was still playing with me .
Which blew my mind cause he asked for the meet.
And yes while we were sitting she walked up looking surprised.
Cause she didn't know me .
I seen the same look I had ,When I looked in her eyes.
Heart Broken, Trust lost .
With no future to invisionize.
With him.
So I stood up from the table with nothing said and walked away from him.
An that was the End .
It's close to the anniversary we once shared.
So I felt the need to right this so I can continue to heal.





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