I thought I had a family
It is only now that I am realising
I had none
Or maybe deep within I knew
It was all in the fantasy world
That I had built for myself
To try fix my desires
and need for a loving place

My whole life is imaginary
Waking up to an early morning family breakfast
Before the goodbyes and heading to school
In the evening,
everyone reminiscing their day
Having dinner filled with...