I kind of made a big decision today, I hope you will understand
I am not going to do poetry anymore
I love the art but I realize now, it's my way of connecting with you
And now it hurts too much to write
So it's time to figure out what's next for me in life
But whatever it is, I will try to make you proud
I am off but still life goes on

I'm having unfinished conversations with my second thoughts
My first are second guessing on my doubts
Fear has my heart full of goosebumps when it beats I feel cold
It needs adrenaline to skip beats
So I fight myself and my soul...