If they only knew how I felt.
segregated so high up on this shelf

Don’t want to give any clues,
how close I am to seeing my end thru

As dark as I write,
just want to close my eyes,
say goodbye to this life.

Nowadays feeling nothing but strife,
Frantically searching for memories of a simpler time

All those Memories so far back.
all I can recall is pain,
here comes the panic attack.

If I only knew your plan which has been seen thru,
back then so...