Never in all these years
Not for a single moment
Even after oceans filled with tears

Did I risk to even dare
What's gone is just plain gone
No matter how evenly you slice it

No matter how my depression
Caused even total strangers to gawk
Squak and go as far to just plain stare

Most days leave me unbotherd
To so much go on to even brush
My messy goddamm hair

Living in this
Hard cold world without you
My sad excuse of a life feels like death

As here I live
Without you, without love

Stolen from me was the blessing
Sent straight away to me/for only me

From the sainted heaven's above

What once was
Stands plainly gone
Never shall I understand
How oh how did love go wrong

I try to play strong
Hiding away my love for you
Deeply twisted within the lyrics
Of most every God forsaken love song

Sometimes I swear
I feel you thinking back at me

To my knees I crumble
Yet you turn your back and mumble

Don't be so blasie

Come back!
Let's rumble!

Once upon a time
For every guy I'd had a dime

However
That was before you kissed me

No need to wonder
With confidence you can tell yourself

I know that damn bitch misses me

Enough with the distance

It's only in person
That I need your head trips

Though I openly deny it
In this coma
I wait
Quite simply for your kiss