*BEAST WITHIN*
I am your greatest helper,
I am the reason you get strong each day,
I am the reason you are able to maneuver on precipitous life events,
Not to mention it,
I am your only friend,
Unlike others, they come and leave,
As for me, I'm your shadow.
But.....
It hurts Soo much that you give me not the glory I deserve,
It pains so much that I have to fight for your attention,
To you am just a choice,
A choice that's get useful only when need arises.
And you know what hurts the most,
I'm always loyal to you,
Unlike you, you stab me in the back,
Act like I don't exist.
Well.....
Watching my helpers lie in pool of blood,
Watch you stain your hands in blood trying to eliminate me,
It's just the greatest pain I've had to endure,
Is it too much to ask for your acceptance?
Yes, you have been helpful to me,
You have been my consolation in my lowest moments,
But.....
I'm tired,
I'm tired of your manipulation,
I'm tired of your urge to revenge,
You know, I need a decent life,
I want to be happy,
It's not like I'm not happy with you, but...
Happiness with you is short lived,
I'm stuck whenever you run to hiding after achieving your goals,
I'm not whom you want me to be,
I'm better off without you,
I think straight,I'm independent,
I'm all I wonna be
I'm sorry it has to end this way.
Goodbye.
*Olive lolo*

© Olive shiku