Staring at the walls...
As its closing in on me...
There’s demons in my mind...
That sodomise my sanity...
I’m shackled to desires...
I’m chained to fantasies...
Immortal is the lust...
That link me to my lechery...
I question who I am...
While I’m trying to find me...
Yet I’m trying to be seen...
As the man I was born to be...
Confusion takes my hand...
As my mind fills with lewd mockery
Illusions takes control...
Yet untamed is my salacity...
Feed me more desires...
Unchain me once complete...
Loosing all control...
To the libidinous boy in me...
He keeps my mind still young...
He sets my spirit free...
The ecstasy he crave...
Is the gratification that I seek...
I surrender to his licentious demands...
As he satisfy my carnal needs...
The boy that lives so deep inside...
Add fuel to my lubricious creed...
For the curse that fall on me...
Is eternal debauchery...
Depraved are the desires...
That rape my sanity!

Theuns de Bruyn