I want to kiss her
but don't know how.
I have a thousand questions
in my head.
I've been going crazy
about you and this topic.
I want you to be my
first and last.
I already figured out some things
but not all unfortunately.
What if I ruin it?
What if I make it wierd?
What if you're not ready yet?
What if you'll hate me after this?
What if...?What...if?
I don't care about me.
I only care about you,
and you're feelings.
I can hurt and bleed,both
mentally and psychically.
But I couldn't live...