Scratches on my surface
Because I've hidden away my scars
A chunk torn from my soul
My heart locked up in bars
I felt the hurt everytime
I watched you walk away
I felt it twice when my words
Couldn't make you stay
I've followed you blindly
Now I'm peeking through my hand
Somethings have to end in darkness
That's for me to understand
I've felt this hurt so many times
But I can't point out where Because I'm hurting somewhere deeper
I've begun to work like clockwork
Every day I rewind
Your smiles and glances at me
Have kept me so blind
But now I'm learning more
I can open my eyes
Somethings have to end in darkness
That's for me to realize
Everyday I turn to mope
Yet you plant new seeds of hope
You make me so happy
Yet I hurt every night
But this time
I'm hurting somewhere deeper