Can I tell you what this ,/ whole things really all about ./
What if I just stood there,/
but I couldn't get it out ./ Of my head is this perfect, Vision of who?/
But its not what I deserve ,/
Because this vision is of you./

I feel like I deserve all these tragedies./
And maybe I'm not ment to serve (this whole) reality./
And it Feels like I'm Losing my realm of thoughts,/
Just gradually ./ Struggling into this blissful duality./

Wondering only why's this lifes so maddening. / Wishing only how could It change so drastically./ Slowly I seek to change things ,/
But pragmatically. /
For nothing I feel can ease these tragedies. /
Cause nothing I do can change reality./

Holding back november cause I cant taste my sanity./
Holding back november cause for me that month is saddening ./
Holding back november because it always leaves me maddening. /
Holding back november cause it leaves me soo much tragedy./
Holding back november cause I just can't take these tragedies...../
© Kacy Crabtree