upon us
is the time when I need you the most
where are you now?
why do I feel as if I were a ghost..

this is the part
which I dread the most

alone I stand
alone I have only ever stood

it's not the craving
it's not the needing

it's a feeling
as the world suddenly changes
strength fades
promises are lost
hope becomes a lie

then it's just me and my head
left feeling I might as well...