I was gonna end it
Cuz of you
Cuz of this brutal loss
And your brutal ways.
How easily you
Ripped my heart out
With your bare hands
And then squatted down
Holding my heart
In those same bloody hands
Between your legs and
Just shit all over it
Like you never once
Ever felt it beat
The way it beat in rhythm
To yours.

Thankfully I know how to put a needle in my arm
Rather than a gun
In my mouth.
Thankfully I tried to just
Ruin my life
Instead of just ending it.
Drugs saved my life this time.
I've done so much dope
Trying...