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Miserable Encounter
It's quite unruly
That I am no longer yours truly
Where did all the affection go?
You don't find me your priority? No.

Should I permit my eyes to shed tears?
Open the gate and flood my being with fears?
The promises you made under creation
I must have been gullible as it's now confusion

You booked your arrival unexpectedly in my life
When I was struggling to barely survive
You made everything gold and new
Was high and it all felt like a dream come true

Your sudden departure was imminent
But, I was a frolicking fool on another continent
Should have seen the red flowing flags of pain
To be honest, I did, just pretended to bask in the moment, for I will, never again

You, why?. I ask myself. No answer
Our meet up to me is like an incurable cancer
I comfort myself, there's worse, many go through
Move on or give up, the solution to healing begins with Me not You

How do I go about it? I don't know
I am searching for the rule book, guess I 'm too slow
For now, I will keep you with me as a memory
Fate has been unkind again, to bring you in my world, as it brought me nothing but, misery

© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵