I don't know what to
say, but I know how I
feel for you,. though I
am afraid to say the
word! it is hard to say
but easy to feel, for the
fear of getting hurt again.

I don't know if I should
tell you those words that
are at the tip of my tongue.
I feel that once I say it,
I will lose you. I don't know.

I don't know if I should take the
Risk of telling you those words.
I feel so alive with you because
you made me understand a lot.

I don't know if saying it will
bring peace in my heart, or kill
it all together. I don't know how
to make you understand how
those words long to be out.
I am afraid because I can't stop
my feelings for you, you created
a me that has stopped thinking
of "but" in my life and given me
an opportunity to feel freely.

I don't know if you deserve me,
nor I deserve you? I don't know
if you will welcome my feelings
if I say it out. so instead I will
give you actions for you to
interpret my unspoken words.

© stasiachi
@Anast4007