I don't know what's going on and what I'm dealing with.

everything is just fine, I'm healthy and people who belongs to me are safe and healthy.

but still this feeling of crashing thoughts that bullying my heart everyday.

I feel like my true feelings are graved by my imagination of loosing everything.

it's not sometimes anymore,
it's damn every single I suffer from my imaginations, assumption of getting fail in everything.

long time ago I thought my mind is the...