I keep thinking..
and I get up sinking
Remembering those memories
that made my heart merry
And how all of it were lies..
Made me lie in a pit of darkness

I've been long gone...
Long gone in depressing thoughts
It's hard not to cry
thinking of the mistakes I made,
It's hard not to sink
In that pool of drink

I keep telling myself I can move on,
but it's has hard as hell,
Depression is the new me
I...