I fell in love like I've never fell in love before he made me feel so special so loved and I could never love more, and to trust anyone before like I trusted him, and now a year together every day I couldn't keep him with me he didn't want to stay, let me explain the pain and the hurt from somebody leaving you when your inlove , the pain hurts bad, love I wish I didn't have,, love he never had at all whenever he's gone his phone I call but he never really answers he's with her emotions in me start to stir, angry hurt alone I cry missing you and I don't know why, that feeling it hurts worse than death when someone dies you can look at me in my eyes and see all the tears I've cried like when I go out on my bike and ride through the neighborhood your face and your smile pop into my head I lose it wishing I was dead so that I may not feel the pain you have put upon me how can somebody do this how could this be ,you took for granted my love and walked away, I begged and ask God that you would make you want to stay but deep in my heart I know that you don't want me and never did, secrets of other women you hid , i have given my heart totally to you and no one else at all, now I cry alone in this bed to God I call ,asking him to take this pain away so that I don't feel so sad then every little thing every little memory is in my mind and in my soul so much that and now I sleep alone at night when I go to bed I cry myself to sleep your live I couldn't keep cuz you're not there holding me in your arms so tight but you left now I feel empty like something's is not right, and something is missing in my life, weeks have passed and I still feel hurt more then ever crazy strong love in my heart, and you have destroyed it apart, these emotions are like a person died in my life it hurts deeply it hurts so bad now love I wish I never had. wish I never met you in that place a year away, I would not be there I would not stay that way I never fall inlove with you,
© Betty Miller