I restart under a conscious decision,
yet somehow manage to be unpredictable
Still, I doubt every now and then
If I can let you know in advance,
I've been building my castles in Java
Many have suggested someplace else
Alas, in my conclusion, I lack so much of
hard materials and handy builders
Not a foreperson, I'm the same person
also doing most of the labor,
always making sure I've got this right footing
under a solid rock which cannot be moved
trusting that no other place I'd rather be,
other than dwelling there safe and sound

Been unconfident, when the time will come
The buildings seem to be unfinished
That anyone will take it into account
As my readiness is nowhere near to be found
Likewise, getting caught unprepared
Being told that I planned aimlessly
out of ample design, mind, and time
Had me rather wishing it turn out
differently than what's already done the least
Coming undone and undeserving
of what's called good times
away from ever being rewarded
after the story ending,
as my soul keeps being expectant
to make it to triumph
in my latter days than earlier ones

So, shall I continue to have kept
the very same hope stay
winning and alive
in the safe of my chest
where my heart generously brings forth
good things reflecting what's true wealth


Ref:
Luke 6:45&48
Matthew 6:21

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