How do I help myself,
When I can't even help anyone else,
I feel like the walls are closing up,
In my mind,
Screaming for help,
Every time I walk down this path,
I always get stuck with riddles,
Challenges that are like a math problem,
Trying to face fear,
Struggling to face my problems,
Should I be asking for help?
Apart tells me, you can stop this,
Another apart me tells that do you really to stop?
Being something I am not,
Hiding my real self in a box,
Can I really find my way through and leave all of it behind?
God will only know,
All my hope is he will take away my pain,
Slice away my problems,
Help me escape from this problem I have inflicted.