Just another dreadful day,
trying to be mindful as I pray.
Another year gone in a blink of an eye.
Deprived myself of grieving, as i cry.
Laying on the cold floor full of regret,
suffocating in my feelings,
wishing I could forget.

I thought you'd always be there,
an umbreakable thread.
So many words left unsaid,
some stuff I now could never fix,
stuck to ponder all this conflict.
So wrapped up in the past,
time went by so fast,
caught up on how I thought you
should be
not looking at my part,
that was deep as the sea.

A flash of light from an open door,
my chance to restore.
Perseverance is my key.
Honesty, openmindedness, and
willingness will set me free.
Its how it works you see,
sharing these burdens as I plea.
It lessens the pain, for a moment,
as I close my eyes & listen to the rain.
In this life it took till your end,
finally to forgive & let go,
as I continue my amends.
© REDS


For my father 12.27.2021
Never forgotten ❤️
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