I can't moved on from my past.
It's apart of me, leaving my past behind would feel as if am letting go off memories that are truly important to me. I can't be that selfish to myself.
I try to make people see the real me but when am trying they push me away. My past life defines the person who I am now.
The love, heartbreaks, pains, sadness and happiness keeps me going every day. The past boyfriends are on my mind everyday.
The ones who meant the world to me.
But there's one who I'm truly in love with.
Thinking about him have me wondering what he's doing now.
And how's life treating him.
Comparing him with the others, he's different in so many ways. I wondered if he loved me the same way I did.
His smiles would melt my heart. Just thinking about his body have me moaning. The smell of his deodorant from a far have me going crazy for him. I love him from his head to his toes. Trust me true love do exist.
© Tiona Dixon