with the external and with the internal. externally you can have a person come up to you everyday and say the same thing. internally you can have a voice come to you everyday and say the same thing. note, that the only difference is that in one scenario you are the only one that can hear so that makes people around confused and it draws attention away from the conflict. whereas externally it's not hard for people to comprehend someone coming up to you everyday and saying that and that is where the focus point stays it doesn't go anywhere else but there. my point here is that whether the voice is internal or external how does that define what you choose to listen to and obey. to be willing to listen to the external person that comes up to you each and every.. or to be willing to listen to the internal voice that speaks to you each and every day. saying cold sentences of hatred towards towards someone that you're supposed to be soft and tender towards. Tell Me a reason of why you would be most willing to do as they say despite how insidious it made our life. it was pure hell nothing more nothing less. my comfort my safety had changed into someone who presumed I was possessed or presumed...