Dear Beloved,

We’ve been looking upon ourself through some dirty ass lenses
Letting the impacts of life splatter across the glass
Then still trying to use them to feel and navigate through the trenches
Where have our senses been?
We’ve operated through life wearing suffocating masks of pretenses
Yet, still, God blesses
He’s blessed us through each little moment of our tantrums and our messes
He has poured liquid gold into every aspect of our existence
Despite our biggest regrets, sins, and confessions
Endowed us with angels dressed as humans to love on us— hold us through the lessons
Given us sunflowers in human form to address all our introspections as outer reflections
Reflections showing me I am worthy of drinking up endless love
The same type of love I endlessly pour out of my heart’s stuck open spout
I am learning to allow this love to embrace me, soften me, and dissolve any and all doubts
I am learning to receive it from others, from Him, and from myself
I am learning that I am in my POWER when I love myself and that includes the allowance of letting others’ love rays reach me too
I am witnessing the more I bare myself, undress and let others SEE my flaws, my nakedness
The more efficiently I am able to embody a true divine queen, a Love Prophetess
As each layer of me drops to the floor it lightens up my soul into being able to let go of all ominous thought
The more skin I bare, the more people will know I am no fraud
I am RAW
My name’s definition: Beloved
Paramaguru, the Guru’s Guru
I am my own guru and so are you
My paradoxical nature bringing multi faceted truths: I can be both prophetess of love while remaining the student
Learning how to make love move AND allowing love to move however it so chooses
Others can love whenever and however they move it
And its okay for me to receive and then transmute it into beauty
We’ve been through treacherous ups and downs, some PTSD worthy cruelty
And NONE of it has been in vain, it’s ripened now— JUICY
I’m allowed to be seen in bloom,
I’m letting go of generational hesitancy out of the fear of impending doom and gloom
I am making ROOM for ME to be SEEN
In all of my messy naked glory
This poem is just the beginning of the next chapter of the blessed story
I’m left humbled and grateful for us
For our heart, our soul, our connection to the Divine despite the sickening war outside
I AM READY TO LOVE THE WORLD and come out from hiding
Because of my beloved angels at my sides (both in the unseen realms and those in their human disguises)
One of these angels being ourself in our perfect radiant likeness
I love you, us, I love me
I let myself feel, I let myself bleed
But I ALSO let myself feast, bask in the joy, RECEIVE
This is something God has been waiting for me to achieve
I love us

Sincerely,
Me
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