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My Biggest Fear
As a teenager my biggest fear is **not succeeding after seeing my parents spend so much on me.** My mom and dad never restricted me on the things I wanted. My parents only wish is to see me standing up on my own feet.
But here lies the problem. I want to give them all the joy but what if I didn't succeed? What if I don't stand up to their expectations? It's not they force me to become successful but sometimes you feel a grudge of not meeting their expectations.
Take a case : Imagine you are a college goer. **Starting of every month your dad transfers you pocket money**. You feel happy and sad at the same time. You think that despite 20 or 21 yrs old I still depend on my dad giving me pocket money. You start to feel an inferiority complex when you see influencers of ur same age earning a lot of money.
Another relevant case you see when you are preparing for Jee or Neet and your parents spend a lot of money for your preparations to another city. But things don't go out well and you realize that you are doing well. You want to go out from this rat race but you realize your parents spent a lot of money for this. Thinking about this you become depressed and even start having suicidal thoughts.
I don't know how many could relate to this but sometimes I also think the same but not that much that I start having suicidal thoughts. But yes, as a teenager this is my biggest fear. You see the harsh reality is money upholds your value in society. So worrying about this problem is normal. Let's see what happens.
Hello! I have started writing a book which contains my own collection of short stories.
The link is in my bio.
I would appreciate to read it and give your views on it.
Thank You.
© Maniiish_29
But here lies the problem. I want to give them all the joy but what if I didn't succeed? What if I don't stand up to their expectations? It's not they force me to become successful but sometimes you feel a grudge of not meeting their expectations.
Take a case : Imagine you are a college goer. **Starting of every month your dad transfers you pocket money**. You feel happy and sad at the same time. You think that despite 20 or 21 yrs old I still depend on my dad giving me pocket money. You start to feel an inferiority complex when you see influencers of ur same age earning a lot of money.
Another relevant case you see when you are preparing for Jee or Neet and your parents spend a lot of money for your preparations to another city. But things don't go out well and you realize that you are doing well. You want to go out from this rat race but you realize your parents spent a lot of money for this. Thinking about this you become depressed and even start having suicidal thoughts.
I don't know how many could relate to this but sometimes I also think the same but not that much that I start having suicidal thoughts. But yes, as a teenager this is my biggest fear. You see the harsh reality is money upholds your value in society. So worrying about this problem is normal. Let's see what happens.
Hello! I have started writing a book which contains my own collection of short stories.
The link is in my bio.
I would appreciate to read it and give your views on it.
Thank You.
© Maniiish_29
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