so this is it
the end
where did it get so kicked in
when tmdid u decide to pretend
while I contended again
and again and again
always have your back till the end
and when i needed you to have my where we're you at just then
now where in sight
now where in mind
no where along the line did you care enough to turn back and true even after that night
you admitted it was all tricks
and games made from lies
you watched as I cried
but could find time
I always had your back and it's backed you never not once had mine
there was that one time that night
but every thing since has shown that you might as well just had lied.
hell thats probably rigght
was all just a whole bunch of lies
to get me to to bide you more time
knowing I d never leave you behind
just so three weeks later you could turn your back
us and our lives
that were going just fine
you keep the lies and the games bend it away
and now you can smile like it's fine
well I can't and I've tried
every day I can't hide
the pain gets deeper and deeper each and every day
after each time I saved you life I can't help but scream out leave save me
my dear friend of mine
but it's followed by silence
and silence drowns out by the sound of my cries
I've shed so much tears over her
I have no more witness inside
and I can't take it this time
you wanna hate me that's fine you took my roof and my place our live so go celebrate your Christmas that's fine
but I do want to thank you for your all if your strive
stay try to your word
leave no one behind
your hate you leek out from deep inside
has made me start to realise
how Little I have and literally no body to stand by my side
and coming from a man that takes pride
in helping so many find
what they ned to find or needed to go or even with a flat tire
and when I need it where's mine
no one can come thru in time
so that why I say fuck Christmas day
I can't wait cuz I'm all out of time
can't sit crying losing my mind
and it that night for you to just smile and then tell me I'm right
but still not want to try
it even offer a hand
like that...