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Addiction

I dunno how to predict
my life in words, that's ineffable.
there is an addiction of feelings
I felt improper in my heart,
I have know my parents or friends
doesn't happy about my choice in this.

Myself too, I'm not happy about it.

I wish I can be happy
without this addictive feel.
I wish I would be okay
but I wouldn't,
an optimised mind a dungeon.

I wish I would be okay
nothing is going well,
but it is going as well,
I wish I'm okay,
I dunno why I overthink?

I really hate this feel.
I really wish my heart cares not,
but at last it's a hope against hope
I need time,
but I dunno how much it takes to go.

I wish to get rid off my life,
I wish I would make
those peoples in my life happy...

but I'll come up,
I'll never ever give up
I'll come up.
I don't gonna care those feelings
Because I know
what I doing is right.

© HazelBlue