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Toxic Relationship
I have been married for over 5 long a*s years, not to a human, but to my depression! I mean, who would ever love me, except the very thing that rips me apart, slowly.
I'm a clingy person, but in this relationship, the clingy one is depression. we go to therapy A LOT, during each 30 min session, I go over the issues while her claws dig into my wrist causing them to bleed.
I go home and hide what she did to me from my mum, she still doesnt know that I bleed the sadness away, that I lie to avoid the famous "tell me how you feel" conversation.
I want to cry, I probably should. but I wont. I can't.
Her claws are still digging into my wrist, and she forbade me to cry and forbade me to tell anyone the depth of our relationship. Its toxic but I cant let her go, I dont know how to...
© me
I'm a clingy person, but in this relationship, the clingy one is depression. we go to therapy A LOT, during each 30 min session, I go over the issues while her claws dig into my wrist causing them to bleed.
I go home and hide what she did to me from my mum, she still doesnt know that I bleed the sadness away, that I lie to avoid the famous "tell me how you feel" conversation.
I want to cry, I probably should. but I wont. I can't.
Her claws are still digging into my wrist, and she forbade me to cry and forbade me to tell anyone the depth of our relationship. Its toxic but I cant let her go, I dont know how to...
© me
