when I left,
I said I would return,
and he told me
He would wait,
just a few months later,
I found out he left ,
without even said goodbye.

years passed by,
I realize to finish
the happy memories
caused  of yesterday,
I will start alone
and I will build  up myself
in painful memories.

He suddenly come back,
nothing seems to be happening,
and he point the finger
in my senses!
He told me "I don't care"!
that I can't be trusted,
that I can only be swallowed up!.

He told me again and again,
And I remember  those words...
all the words ,he left out!
And now....everything he says to me,
I was throwing him back!
worthless!
lazy and cheater!.
And egoistic.

even if it hurts too much,
I told him,
Do you have the right to
speak?
do you understand how i feel?
ever since... I answered to him...
He silently bowed.
I turned around at once and left,
forever until i never met again..

"when I left it was, as if a thorn had been pulled out of my chest."



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