Down low,
where did you go?
?
serotonin
You left me again?
I’m sad everything is bad,11¹
You can’t trust a friend,
isn’t that right serotonin? Chemically imbalanced, emotionally malice,
heart calloused, angry!! just hang me, this ain’t me, pissed,slit my wrist, depressed mess,
struggle to juggle my toxic bubble of trouble,diagnosed , up my dosed,
highs and lows, bottle up an enclosed, past is haunting, functioning is daunting, serotonin, I want her, out of my life she saunter leaving me somber, how much longer? take me away!! User, abuser, loser ,failure tailored, parent’s impairment was apparent, pain subsides when I’m incoherent, prescribed the drive to stay alive. All alone again, left me empty, serotonin.
© Christopher george