If I am not here tomorrow, you will forgive me, won't you?
I want to know so I can go in peace and rest because I think my suffering has been enough and I must put an end to it.

If I'm not here tomorrow will you remember me?
To be honest I don't know if I want you to, because I don't want you to shed a single tear.

If I'm gone tomorrow will you remember the times we spent together?
Because if I'm honest I always did, and that pushed me to go on a little more with my life.

If I'm not here tomorrow forgive me, I swear I didn't mean to be selfish, but I couldn't bear the weight of the pain anymore, this one that made my simple existence bitter for every sigh, for every word I said or for every step I took.

If I'm not here tomorrow, don't try to blame yourself, don't try to understand me either, because even I couldn't do it.

If I'm not here tomorrow don't worry, this is not a simple goodbye, it's a see you later.
© By...Pao