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betrayed by a narcissist
Dumb of me to believe he was done with it
Maybe I've been too numb to it
He always sayin he was the one who put it to quits
More like she was just fed up with his shit
he just in and out as he wish
Yet he's got us both thinking we're the ones he's in love with
Never knew each other had even exist
til one day she found our letters in his shit
Yet when she confronted him and he never would admit
For months he's been begging me to commit
Cant one girl be enough for him to call cheating to quits?
Got me thinking I was the only one he was in love with
But whens the respect gunna begin?
Cause all he does is what's for him
Selfish sins
Now though, I guess he's getting what he gets
She left and took there kid
And now he's got me in there old place
Tears streaming down his face
Seeing the empty space they used to make love in
Begging me to hold him tight through the night
I couldnt barley stand to see him cry
But little did he care to see
how much pain I had in me
Seeing him miss another person other than me
Got me thinking how much pain can I endure
Pain that now has me feeling stupid and insecure
Because to him love is just a word
Now its got me thinking fuck this
Cause love is something I gave
Yet he never returned
And my love he should have never had earned!